Rat Poison

Something's off, I can taste it now,
Everything in the room keeps spinning,
Please stop moving, please stop standing there,
My throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out,
God help me, I am losing my mind,
I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fearI will never know my life,
I will never sleep through the night,
This is your mistake,
Correct it and cut offAll this time I thought you hated me,
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself
And the demon between your legs.
I will never give you the satisfaction,
You'll never hear me screamingFuck you and these little games you play,
You're wasted now, you've thrown your life awayI can see you're getting slower every day,
Your lungs are giving out,
Your arms are slowing down,
We both know this can't last forever,
Things will changeEverything will changeI can't take another bite,
I can't hold this down