Phantoms

I wasn't trying to see 
But I was looking around 
I wasn't trying to see 
But I was looking around 
I try to uphold what tears me up from inside 
I am all and still I fail 
When everything falls apart 
Your words of disdain prevails 
We're all like hollow phantoms 
In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate 

All my pain through all of my life 
My heart is cold 

I wasn't trying to hide 
But I was dying inside 
I wasn't trying to hide 
But I was dying inside 
This uncertainty is killing me 
It's burning like a thousand knives 
Carved upon my chest 
I am useless and emozionless 
I will separate from what I know best 
We're all like hollow phantoms 
In a pitiful state where numbness is a fate 

All my pain through all of my life 
My heart is cold 

This uncertainty is killing me 
Burning like a thousand lights of disarray 
I need power to rise again 
A new way out of the ashes 
And now I'm facing the repercussion 
Of all the dead ends in my choices 
I travel the distance for acceptance 
And somehow I rejoice the end of my life 

All my pain through all of my life 
My heart is cold