Black Tears

When I'm in this state of mind,
I'm wishing I was blind,
Sometimes life is more than pain to me.

I feel the power of my grief,
Death would be such a relief,
All the secrets that I hide would die with me.

Depression is my only friend,
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to dreamer's sky.

I keep crying in my dreams,
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away, I fade away...

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak,
My heart is cold and bleak,
Black blood, black tears,
Black tears, black tears.

Life is like a masquerade,
In debt to myself, but I can't pay,
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.

I never felt what you call guilt,
I still believe "Do what thou wilt" {1},
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built.

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak,
My heart is cold and bleak,
Black blood, black tears,
Black tears, black tears.


{1 - "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law" = "Твор свою Волю, таков да будет весь Закон" - один из основных принципов Телемы - религиозной философии, основанной Алистером Кроули в 20 веке.}