Real

now that i am back out there 
once more scared 
misgivings haven't gone 
inside this human race 
no touch of grace 
and still no place to go 

i know it's up to me 
to decide if this is real 
but i'm walking and fro 
always thinking about the ways i chose 

welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... i'll keep an eye on you 
tell me how could i forget all the angers i once had 
should i start again ... to find the same ... that i once left behind 
when tell me why should i forget all these dreams that i still have 

another time ... another turn, i thought 
but now i know that's wrong 
this life will still remain the same 
if i don't change a thing myself 
suddenly so many doors are opening ... for me to try 

i know it's up to me ...