New Year

Sitting here stressing at 2:30 a.m.
About how fast the year can go, I wonder where it went
If we start all over again, would it really work
I know that you could be, could be, coming back to meMesmerized, but of thoughts of fear
Traumatized, I'm so scared to feel
Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
Push the thought of you away, do it todayI'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago at ChristmasYou locked away your secrets, kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fineI memorized, what you said to me
So surprised, it was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today, we blew it awayI'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago at ChristmasI'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away, a year ago at ChristmasI'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
I'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
I'm older than my years, drowning in my tears
I'm older than my years, I'm older than my years