When I Pretend

Thoughts of you keep running through my head
Images I just want to forget
I look in the mirror and put on a happy face
But nobody sees it, and I don't believe itI fall into every word you said
I never thought it's something I'd regret
I look at you now and wonder who I see
I'm lost in the browsing and let's have around-beingThe way we used to talk all night
I still get butterflies when I go there again
Oh, I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while but only if I pretendIf I could draw the world I want to see
I know just how I picture it to be
I stand here alone and know that it all was real
You say you don't need it
I know you don't need it and I don't believe itThe way we used to talk all night
I still get butterflies when I go there again
I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while but only if I pretendI'm where I wanna be
Don't you wake me from this dream
When I go there again
Oh, I see the way you used to smile
If only for a whileThe way we used to talk all night
I still get butterflies when I go there again, again
Oh, I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while but only if I pretend
Only if I pretend