Call Me Guilty

Mom, what's the matter, Jaz?
He did it again, he hit me
He did what? Calm down okay, calm down
Ima kill himListen to me
Ima kill him, I know Ima kill him, mama
Listen to me, get your stuff and come home
I cant come home, mama, Ima kill him, Ima do itI'm sitting contemplating
Is it worth it, should I take it?
Take that shot and change my life
Get that glock and take his lifeHospitals and bloody noses
This would end all, I suppose
That I could leave, knowing I cant leave
So its either him or meCause hes gon' kill me if I stay, I know
Gon' kill me, he cant change, I know
From the first time that he did it
Made a promise that he'd quit itShit, its gotten so much worse
Don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
Guess I gotta do it firstI cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin
The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guiltyCause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guiltyI did it, pulled the trigger
It wasn't so hard, go figure
Before I did it I said
"This was for all the blood I shed"For all the women who've gone through this shit
Can't think of what to do, this shit
Then [Incomprehensible]
Whose still tryna get outHe's gon' kill you if you stay, I know
I've been through this, so, yes, I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him, girl, forget it, shitYou know I'm right
Don't wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That's why I had to do it firstI cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin
The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guiltyCause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guiltyThere's so much blood, I grab my stuff
But before I could leave the cops busted in
"You have the right to remain silent"
No, I have the right to stay alive
But guess what, I'd do it againHe woulda killed me before I killed him
It woulda been him up in this building
It woulda been him fakin tears
But what's funny is that I'm the one standing hereI cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin
The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin
And if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong, just call me guiltyCause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty