I'm Awkward & Unusual

I wake up (wake up), feel stranded, despite entering my covers 
  And a ghost from my past and from my nightmare [?] 
  I'm leaving (get out), can't take it, so I'm going forward to [?] 
  But in case your only night out of the door 

  The life that I live is taking all that I have 
  Find your way home 
  The only way out is to show them I can't 
  I can't live other people's dreams 

  Take me away (rip me open again) 
  I won't be your hope for tomorrow 
  Take me away (I can't change who I am) 
  I won't be your hope for tomorrow 

  Take it (pressure), the pressure, they say you may be damaged 
  But I don't see anything around here for [?] 
  Can't think straight, so angry, so I keep on running 
  Until I find the place that I can call my home 

  The life that I live is taking all that I have 
  Find your way home 
  The only way out is to show them I can't 
  I can't live other people's dreams 

  Take me away (rip me open again) 
  I won't be your hope for tomorrow 
  Take me away (I can't change who I am) 
  I won't be your, I won't be your hope 

  [?] 
  Having fun, the wounds are shown 
  The pressure's on, nowhere to run 
  The pressure's on, nowhere to run 

  Find your way home 

  Take me away (rip me open again) 
  I won't be your hope for tomorrow 
  Take me away (I can't change who I am) 
  I can't live, can't live your dreams